So,

It looks like God is going to make me choose between good stewardship and the one joy I have left in my regular life.

God is god.

I swore my life to him.  And he’s the only one who’s going to not throw my loyalty away no matter how much he finds out how much I really am.

Because he already knew it all when he took the cross from me.

Yes, Jesus, you are Lord.

Um.

Ow.

References:
Hope deferred makes the heart sick.
Then Jesus told his disciples, “If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself, take up his cross daily, and follow me.”
For I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us.

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